Ever have one of those days where you hate everything and everyone? That's pretty much how my day went. No particular reason, either. Everything just bothered me.
Like people tapping their pens in Anthropology.
Kelley sniffling and coughing all night.
Kayla typing while I'm reading.
Stupid little things like that bothered me so much. I hate when I get in moods like that, but I seriously can't help it. I honestly try to calm down and ignore whatever it irritating me, but that just seems to make it worse. Grrr. I hate days like this. Hopefully tomorrow will be better.
I'm so afraid I'm making the wrong decisions. I've already planned out what I want to do with my life, but I feel inadequate, like it's not enough. I feel like I need to be more meticulous, more precise, but when I try, I can't.
I am completely terrified that I'm completely messing up my life without even realizing it, and I don't know how to make that feeling go away.
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